[ IT'S MERELY A FONDNESS IS ALL!! That's ok he's really just a fictional equivalent for Gintoki isn't he. ]

[ the sound of his name being said right does make him feel something crumble alright ]

Yes... yes, you are right. But I try to listen to my brain as well as my heart. The barricades back in Edo between the patriots and the scum ass-kissers traitors police are as strong as ever.